Thursday, November 12, 2009

My Love

He's the first guy of my life's gain
May be the last if the closed chapter opens again

I feel very hot when he cruise the road with Rx100
I feel very hot when he cruise the road with Rx100
The way he's cruising is special
Becz he's the one whom I met in orkut portal

It's a cloudy morning
The winter is chilling
The breeze is blowing my hair
As I am sailing down the road
You know I am here for a conversation
I know you don't have restriction.
Your love is diversing my heart
cheating my dad's own draft

We are here together
our love lives forever
The roar of your bike is blocking my ear
My heart is asking you to come near
I am in good mood as of you dear
standing on my toes tips to sit near

I am here at my place
The place of peace n the place of love
My hope of love is sailing high
With the desires inside me burning bright
I am living here, in this world of desires
The desire of getting you
n the desire to plunk you in my heart
Desire is what my life is,
so the peace in this place is.

Monday, November 9, 2009

My destiny in LOVE

She is the one i loved
with effusing all my kind love,
but i never know that its heading in one way
the way which has no breath
the way which is very near 2 death.

I thought she will marry me in some day
but god took me in other way,
was not expecting this call
but it comes in winter fall
it came at night 10 o'clock
which put my mind in shock,
the sweet voice which i accepted n
the agony words which i never expected,

I'm alone in loosing sted
with ice poring on my head
which masks my eye lid
avoiding tears to skid

i know its not worth living
with my girl leaving
she is heading in that way
which takes her far away

i laid out on that night
with only moon in the sky to fight
body is freezing
noose is sneezing n
blood starts cloting..
i don't want that heart,
a heart without her beat n
a heart which always cheats.

oh yeah i reached that way
with her smile standing on bay
the bay of death
and
the death of heart.

Inspired by "Papu"

Your smile is dozing me deep
Just like Britney's beep
her turns n moves makes me hot
but ur smile slits my heart

I am not a liar here
your smile makes me dear
please paint the same smile on my face
n let me be in ur race

I feel a warm touch upon
With ur smile painted on
Its the same feeling dear
Britney's moves churns with ur smile
which makes me happy for many while

Its a journey of my life
I want this smile to be mine
Mine is not wat u painted on my face
Mine is not wat u painted on my face
but it's wat I wanted on ur face

I liked ur smile
I liked ur smile, n liked you....
I liked ur smile, n liked you so am loved you...
Let me be frank! I loved you becz ur smile is you.

agony of love

By Birth, i loved her
but had no guts to let her know.

mine is a true love, but afraid to show
I loved her grace n wanted to put a lace
but waited for sometime to face
it's just becz i wanted to give her a daze.


till one day, the moon day i said,
i love you dear n thought she will bear
but ambience went in to fear as she approached me near
she took my hand in her with blurry face
n said these fuzzy words "I'm sorry dear
I don't love you".

Since then we divided apart

I met her again in my matriculation.
the girl which i loved
and a lovely grace which she had.
the ambience went in to fear as she approached me near
she asked "u still likes this grace"
listening this my heart gains full face
just like Nadals tennis ace
i declared in full pace "dear i love you forever"
n found a glowing look on her face.


we laughed at the things happened far back
i got the girl that i dreamed off

we began to date
planning to don't go apart
but those are the days, the so called college days,
we broke apart, leaving behind the romance aback

Again she approached me near calling dear
the ambience went into fear with her saying
"I'm sorry dear I don't love you".
she went apart with tear filed in her heart.


In early twenties, we met again
we laughed at the things happened far back.
i took her hand n began to dance
remembring our old romance.
it's the time of Profession
i had no time for confession
i didn't confess her that "i'm leaving far apart"
with no time to spend for love gain
we got divided again,

lonely life is playing agony role
without her character to make lovely rule.


in late twenties, we met again
the ambience went into fear as she approached me near
this time she called me dear
by introducing her dear,
asking me to attend her wedding ceremony
i lost my Harmony
with love life giving big agony.


this is how i loved
this is how i lived,
love is life, life is love

agony of love is sweet
it gets sweeter
when the loved one is nearer.
---Harish.N.V